Looking Back at 2010

This is probably among the first posts about my personal life. I look back at 2010, for tomorrow is 2011. Happy New Year! 2010 is just full of different experiences from joy to grief, and from academic success, work experiences, relationships, and earning money, to facing failures and disappointments. I see my own success, recognitions, skills, and everything I did and was able to accomplish. All of these are completely nothing and a waste when compared to the greater things.

Just this 2010, I was clearly able to see the seriousness of sin. How sinful I am. How sinful were my desires. What a waste if for my entire life I only pursue the dreams of success, recognition, money, skill, and all these technology and worldliness. Sin dominates and covers. I certainly hate God when I sin, and I certainly wanted God to vanish so not to face His wrath. I certainly wanted God not to exist and my dreams and life to live forever. How foolish I am in the eyes of God, and yet He loves me.